Butterflies and Hornets

A Hand,
    it touches my chest with slight hesitation.
A Smile,
    warmth and electricity is passed through our bodies.
A Touch,
    that shoots a buzz through me.
This,
    this is what is feels like to be ready.
            A Hand,
                it touches my chest with great aggression.
            A Smile,
                a chill and a shock as he enters my body.
            A Touch,
                that shoots pain through me.
            This,
                This is what it feels like to be forced.
His Face,
    gives me a feeling like none other.
His Embrace,
    grants me sweet serenity. 
His Voice,
    makes me want to kiss him.
This,
    this is what it feels like to love.
            His Face,
                gives me a feeling like none other. 
            His embrace,
                grants me great anguish.
            His voice,
                makes me want to cut his throat. 
            This,
                This is what it feels like to hate.
I Am Stuck,
    this love is unexplainable.
I Am Lost,
    if he leaves me for a moment.
I Am Him,
    he is always on my mind.
            I Am Stuck,
                this thing won't let me be.
            I Am Lost,
                if he stands anywhere near me.
            I Am Him,
                he is always on my mind. 
Love will be a grand adventure.
            Revenge will be a grand adventure.